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You have always been there. I was just your baby sister, but I knew you cared, in your own way. Do you remember that day when you found me crying because of some boys who had played an evil prank on me? Even I cannot remember anymore what it was they had done, but I do remember their faces the next day, and how they avoided me after that. You never said a word, and neither did I, but I knew then that you loved me, even if you had never showed it before.

You were there, that day when they brought Fali home, and through all the hard times after that. You were a father for my sons, the father they had lost all too early.

You have always been there, brother of mine, and now, you are gone. And although I have lived all my life knowing you would likely leave me too soon, it still is almost impossible to bear. I hope you finally found the peace that was taken from you so long a time ago.

And you, my son, my firstborn, pride of my heart and soul, are you at peace despite having been granted but half a life? My golden one, I never told you how much it hurt me watching you grow up. You were so alike your father; you had his bearings, his hair, his eyes, even his voice. Looking at you sometimes felt like looking back in time, back when I first had laid my eyes on Fali, son of Felin, there in the lower galleries of Erebor. You were meant to rule these halls one day, my son, rule them in all their splendour and grandeur restored. You never wore your crown. These halls have become your tomb instead.

And you, my love, my youngest, my dearest. To know you was to know joy.
Once I had almost lost you, when I still carried you under my heart and the grief of having lost your father overwhelmed me; my body could not hold you anymore. Miraculously you survived, though weak at first. But there was your brother, always at your side, protecting you keeping you safe. I was so glad you were a boy, because a man needs a brother, and you and your brother were as close as I only could have hoped you would be. I hope he is still with you and that neither of you is alone.
I know it was not always easy for you, but I knew I would never have another child and it was so hard to let go. I was hoping that once you would have children of your own you would understand. But you will never have children. You never became a Prince of Erebor and showered me with riches as you so often would promise me.

If my tears were diamonds, I would have wealth beyond compare. And still I would give all and everything I have just to hear your voices again, my beloved ones. Just to hold you again, to at least say farewell. But you are long gone, your bodies cold and one with the stone and the earth. You, whom I brought to this world through tears and blood and pain, you who drew your very first breaths in my arms and your last ones so far away from me, my sons, my flesh and blood, my heart and soul, you are nothing but a memory now, carved into stone and resting forever beneath the roots of the mountain that claimed you.

A warrior’s daughter, a warrior’s wife, a mother of warriors, too, I have known all my life it might come to this. But not that I would lose you all at once.

Rest well, Thorin, brother of mine.
Sleep well, Fili, my heart. Sleep well, Kili, my love.

Be at peace, my beloved ones, for nothing can hurt you anymore. The pain is mine alone to bear.
IT - Baby by Lakritzwolf
IT - Baby
Because nothing looks as professional as a baby with a keyboard and a rubber hammer.
Lara Croft Cosplay by Lakritzwolf
Lara Croft Cosplay
My 5-year old daughter wanted to go to the carnival dress up as Lara Croft. My hubby and me gradly complied, and guess what? She won first price!
Heavy Metal Dahlia by Lakritzwolf
Heavy Metal Dahlia
Picture from ny garden this summer. I am so metal even my flowers give me the horns, man!


Current Residence: Denmark
Favourite genre of music: Me.
Favourite photographer: No idea.
Favourite style of art: No idea.
Operating System: 's not properly operating.
MP3 player of choice: What?
Shell of choice: Huh?
Wallpaper of choice: The ones with the pretty flowers on.
Skin of choice: My own, preferably on my back.
Favourite cartoon character: Dilbert.
Personal Quote: Chocolate? What chocolate? No, haven't seen any chocolate. *urp*


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wolfanita Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2015   General Artist
Thank you for the watch! :highfive:
Odme1 Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you for faving my stuff :)
Lakritzwolf Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2015
Welcome!! :D
AYURI-327 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the fave!! I appreciate you. Hug 
cable9tuba Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2011
thanks for the fav :)
voyanui2 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2011  Student Photographer
thank you :)
FRENCHSkorm Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks ! :)
Lakritzwolf Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2007
Meetings are events where important people talk about unimportant stuff or unimportant people talk about important stuff.
Lakritzwolf Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2007
Sometimes things can only get better bcecause they can't get worse, and sometimes the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train.
Lakritzwolf Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2007
When you're drowning, you don't say: "I would be incredibly grateful if someone has the foresight to realise that I am drowning and help me", you just scream.
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